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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Currently Listening
Garden State
By Various Artists
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Ok so I am back in the healthy realm of healthiness i have beaten Exertional Rhabdomylosis which was what i was diagnosed with. Spring football starts tommorrow, thats big, gonna have to put on my warface and reconfirm my spot as alphamale. So in more big news i finished Les Miserables, it was the longest book ever 1500 unabridged philosophic pages. It pretty much ruled but im def glad to be done with is after so long. But the coolest thing was prom was last night, I had a blast, i put on ym dancing shoes and tore up that hardtop, i made the senior slideshow a bunch of times which i thought was funny but not my other senior friends who......well didn't, Me and me date Ms. Veronica Ferries had a smashing good time and afterwards.........well thats not important the important thing is no one lost any teeth or an eye and everybody made it back into the continental united states with minimal attention. I'm just glad i remembered my snakebite antidote and passport, cause hey you never know. Peace


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Currently Reading
Muzzled : From T-Ball to Terrorism-True Stories That Should Be Fiction
By Michael Smerconish
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Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired

Ok, so the last few days have really sucked. I spent them in the hospital, and am now confined to house arrest for God knows how long. Ok so thursday i did some abs and i did a bunch of em and that afternoon i noticed i was getting sore, i didn't think anything of it cause i had worked some muscles i don't normaly use.

Then on friday i was even more sore to where i couldn't move without it feeling like someone was punching me in the abs, i just figured that i had really overworked them and went on.

Saturday it got so bad i couldn't even stand up straight, and felt like i'd goten the shit kicked out of me, plus my throat started to hurt really bad too. Sat. afternoon i really figured something was wrong.

Sunday morning i woke up and it hadn't gotten any better but had gotten worse if anything, i couldn't sit up without help and the pain was absolutley ridiculous, so we went to the doctor, and he told me that i had strep throat and then feeling my ab muscles and seeing the pain i was in he had me go to the E.R. to check for appendicitis. 

So on to the hospital, we got there and got back fairly quickly and did a sonogram and they took some blood and did some lab work, they couldn't read the sonogram because me muscle wall was to think but said that if i had appendicitus it probably still would've shown up because of the inflamation. When they got my bloodwork back they figured out what was wrong. My CPK count had skyrocketed.

When you work out your muscles use lactic aid and then proceed to actually tear down the muscles itself, when the muscle is torn down it releases a byproduct into your blood, its called CPK. In the average person the CPK count is usually around 100-200 mine was at 17,000.

So they hopitalised me and gave me an IV and pumped me full of liquids to flush out my system. i spent sunday night there and all of monday, my count kept going up, from 17,000 to 20,000 to 25,000 then they put me on some really strong medicine that made me so dizzy i literally couldn't stand up, i tried i fell back onto the bed. it made me kinda nauseated too. Of course with my luck everybody comes to see me when im all hyped up on meds so i got to see everyone, just not that clearly because everything behind them was moving. It was really cool though everybody comin to see me. Then i found out as they were leaving that my count had gone up to 30,000. So i wasn't going home that night and probably not the next day.

But the next morning it dropped to 28,000 so they let me go home since the count had peeked and my kidneys weren't gonna fail. and now I'm here at home, trying to stay inactve. I'm missing TAKS which blows. I made a 26 on the ACT so i guess thats good i don't really know how to compare it. I guess i got everything in here i don't know I'm not going back to rread it though so whatever.


Friday, April 07, 2006

Why can't I just let go? Why does it still feel like all the wounds are fresh and that they seem to happen again everyday. Why am i so angry, so frustrated, so un at ease with everything in my life. It seems as though nothing i do makes a difference, why can't i let go?


Sunday, April 02, 2006

The Plain White T's

"My Lonely September"

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


Monday, March 27, 2006

Currently Listening
Hey There Delilah
By Plain White T's
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- A Lonely September

 

Man am i in a shity mood. Thats really about it. I really hate that everytime things start going well and i'm happy something always has to come along and disturb it. Always. I have alot of built up anger and frustration right now, i ran 2 miles today, and then when i got home walked 2 more. Today really sucked though. and i'm fairly certain tommorrow is going to blow as well, dammit, i hate being in this mood.



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